Nigleh or Chassidus?

Which is greater, Nigleh or Chassidus?
Well Nigleh is the Guf and Chassidus is the neshamah.
But we do know that the makor of the guf is that much greater than the neshamah.

I sit with a blatt gemorah struggle or no struggle and I feel amazing even on a day that the gemarah doesn't read itself. I chap a question of Tosfos or Rashi or the gemarah itself my mind is working in tune. I am one with the gemarah but do I feel that I am one with Hashem?

I sit with a Likutei Torahor Torah Or, davka with Likutei Torah or Torah Or, and I need to be able to understand it ( I can't understand (let's be charitable and say 50%) most of it). So I skip to a maamar that I understand and I am one with it, it is something greater than I. I am one with Hashem!
I disagree with Rav and Shmuel (I usually like the underdog) I even sometimes disagree with the Shulchan Aruch HaRav but Torah Or and Likutei Torah this fights through my layers and penetrates deep
and I am disappointed when I can't get to this state,